“life will be better in spring”

Friday, June 26, 2009 || 6/26/2009

Sho long din update blog le..
Was bz workin..
Hais..
Yupp..
Hehe..
I was happy to got tis job..
The place was nice..
Everydae work frm 7pm to 3am..
Haha..
I love tis job..
Cox tis job makes miie noe alot of frens..
But oso sad cox of alot of conflict dat make thins complicated..
Hais..
But i was happy to noe a guy who wil alwas b dere fur miie..
But alot ppl misunderstandin miie n him..
Yupp..
Makes thins b cm complicated again..
Hais..
He is important to miie..
Yupp..
Sho i hope no1 wil stop miie n him to b close al dat..
Neway,I realise k box de guy actually not i expected de sho hong sho flirt..
Yupp..
Actually dey r damn sweet n nice..
N dey r handsome..
Haha..
Dot dot dot..
But i realise smthin,i started to change..
Changing to b more mature aft i started to work..
i start to noe how to tink..
I realise i haf alread grow up..
I haf to earn money..
Dun alwas depend on mua mum..
Yupp..
Tis is the 1st time i was tinkin in tis way..
Haha..
Neber tot dat i wun b lyk tis..
Haha..
In mua work place i was the youngest..
Dey teached miie alot alot of thins dat i neber eva tot b4..
But mayb is mua mindset change le..
Wen i mitt up wit mua groups of frens i dunno wat to tok to dem abt..
Yupp..
Hais..
I onli noe dat i keep tok to dem abt mua work place thins al dat..
But i dun tink dey understand..
Yupp..
Dey dun even noe who i was tokin abt bah..
Lols..
Dot dot dot..
Keke..
I was happy dat now miie n pauline close bak le..
WaHAHA..
Dunno y aft i started workin together wit her we seldom tok..
As if we haf nothin to tok abt..
Mayb cox of a guy bah..
But i make thins clear wit her n let her understand wat m i tinkin n she tot miie wat sho was tinkin..
Haha..
Finally we get close bak..
Now onli pauline noe's how i feel n wat reali goin on wit miie..
No1 reali understand miie..
Onli pauline do's..
Todae stop here bah..
Haha..
Wil update soon again..
:)

Labels: Hope Everythings Will Be Fine Soon :)

Sunday, June 7, 2009 || 6/07/2009

Todae is mua birthdae..
I was not in the mood..
Feel sad..
Cox he can't pei wo on mua birthdae..
But he send miie a mssg , sae happy birthdae to miie..
Was quite happy dat smhow he din furget abt it..
Yupp..
Haha..
Dun feel lyk goin out to celebrate mua birthdae..
Dun haf him go whr oso wun b happy bah..
Yupp..
Hais..
N more du lan is c dat fker tag wo rubbish..

To dat fker LAWL..

If you dare put ur real name lo..
Dun dare jus shut up wor..
HAHA..

Labels: My Birthdae wish : Hope you will come back to me again..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009 || 6/02/2009

Ytd mitt Xiang dey all..
Haha..
We mitt n slack at 511..
Actually Pauline was abit not feelin well but she stil cm down mitt us..
Sho happy..
Hehe..
I asked Pauline alots of thins abt recept tis position de details..
Haha..
Pauline reali beri clever sia..
She wat oso noe sia..
Haha..
We slack at block till 11+..
Den Pauline gtg sho we went hm oso..
Hehe..
Tmr goin Kallang tak k box uniform..
LOL..
Sian.. O.o

Neway, i decided not to go st james on mua birthdae le..
I go watch movie wit mua frenz..
Hehe..
Oso b cox next dae jiu nd work le..
Den i scare if ton den 1st dae of work lata tired..
LOLS..
Haha..

Labels: You R Not In Mua Heart NeMore

Monday, June 1, 2009 || 6/01/2009

Going to start work on 8 of june lo..
Haha..
Looking furward to start work wor..
Keke..
Once i can make muaself bz den i wun tink of him * A* guy * le..
Yupp..
I haf to gib up on him..
Cox he's not the right guy fur miie..
Yupp..
I smtime dun understand wat i'm doing..
I alwas hope to met a guy who r nice n wil dotes wo al dat..
I met tis *B* guy le..
But y i dun haf ne feelings fur him at al..
He's sho nice sho prefect..
LOLS..
Dunno wat the hell i'm tinkin man..
Hais..
In mua heart i onli love him * A* guy *..
I did force muaself not to tink of him..
Tis time i din even drop a single tears fur him..
But mua heart reali damn pain..
Try to tel muaself dat i muz b strong..
Cannot cry b cox of him..
Yupp..
But wil tis help? Let miie feel more comfortable?
At 1st i tot yes..
But smhow he keeps on appear in mua mind..
He's part of miie le..
Everythins dat i do, i wil tink of him..
Every min , Every second..
But wat i noe is b4 he totally break mua heart i should force muaself not to love him nemore..
Dats the onli thins dat i can do now..
Yupp..

How long wil i tak to furget abt * A* guy * ??

To : * B* guy *

Thanks alot.. Thanks fur being sho nice to miie.. Hehe.. Eu r reali a nice guy.. :)

Labels: Never Eva Trust Wateva You Sae Again