Its bein so long i nbr update mua blog.. dunno wat to sae at all.. i suddenly hate muaself alot.. i keep on keepin thins to muaself.. i dunno y.. i reali try mua best to sae everythins out.. but i dunno y.. I CAN'T !! I JUS CANNOT DO IT.. even updatin blog is difficult for me to do now.. wat i can do is keep every single thins to muaself.. HOPE I CAN BE STRONGER N STRONGER..